A wannabe 'farewell speech'

Assalamualaikum people ;)

It's 3.33 am and I'm wide awake. I'm doing nothing but just scheming through the documents which I need to get it ready by the day of my registration to UiTM at Alor Gajah, Malacca campus. And so I'm halfway there and stopped just to listen to whitney houston's 'The greatest love of all' . Enjoying the happy hour. Anyway,while keeping the tracks on I manage to update this. Yeahh specially dedicated to you guys. Sorry for the bad grammar usage yeah so I needa improve more.

So back to the main topic fellas :)

I'm positively sure that some of my friends are now busy preparing themselves to further their education on higher levels. Congrats guys ! For all your best achievements so far. I'm proud of you and I'm grateful to know people like you all. Who inspired me in many ways. Who were always there for me those days when I'm down or blue..or those in previous scenes when we're laughing so hard, pulling pranks and act all goofy to each other. We never mind anything, we never care of what others might think of us, WE'RE JUST BEING OURSELVES. And those precious moments we had together back then... I will never forget those best parts in my life. EVER.

I wish that I'm able to turn back time and be together again like we used to. Do all those crazy stuffs together. Share the warmth in the same blanket during a heavy rain outside. Sharing our hot cups of instant noodles while gossiping and laughing like there's no tomorrow. Everything was all about sharing. However, it's just so sad that we grew up too fast and feeling unsatisfied by what've been presently offered to us. Anyhow, we still need to be grateful. And I do.

Friendship begins with simple talks. It blooms into a long and deep conversation. Next thing you know...you begin to care so much x

Expressing everything seems to be inappropriate for now.

SKIP.

And so, back to my main intention that is to wish you guys best of luck. I'm gonna pray for all to have a bright future ahead. Remember never forget your obligations as muslims. Never leave a prayer because Allah  is the One who always wanna hear your prayers. If you're going through a hard time, seek for His help. Seek for his forgiveness so that our lives will be blessed. Remember the place you stand on from the very first beginning. Stay polite to others, practice good deeds and InshaaAllah He will reward you the best you can't never expect. I hope for a long-lasting relationship. Though we're far apart but distance aren't gonna destroy the precious bond that we had created between us.

That's all for now. Till we meet again fellas. Lot's of love

x

Tiptoes to adulthood.

Assalamualaikum people ! 

Yeahh I know that it's been awhile and I've been abandoning my site due to my hectic schedule these days. I'm just busy preparing things for my next life destination.To the university I go ! Okayyy and not just some stuffs.. I did prepared mentally and physically in order to be a first class multi-talented graduate ! *that's a bit too much* But big dreams and ambition won't hurt aite ? Nawhhhh -.- here we go again.. I bet I'm gonna miss my mom's cooking, and my dad's pranks and those silly fights I would be having each day with my sisters. I guess... I did grow up too fast :/ urmm

It's tough. Growing older is tough.You would be wiser but you're gonna go through heaps of complications during your journey in life. What if I make mistakes ? What if I'm not even wise enough ? The word 'if' seems to disturb my little mind. Which has been occupying my 'Mr. Brain' lately. Scared of growing up too soon and  the fear of leaving my comfort zone.

However, I can't keep up like this for too long. I mean, it might be hard at first but being independent isn't that bad. *That doesn't mean I'm a spoil brat* I'm just having trouble leaving because I'm too afraid of losing the people I loved. My dad,my mom,my sisters and the others... the distance between us is slowly killing me. I miss everything that I just can't seem to recall every single memory I had before. It's like fading slowly..the missing part was still there but it's too hard to review the flashbacks.

x